tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81781833104289012112024-03-08T10:59:58.566-08:00The Missed CallsApabila Allah memanggilku ambilah aku dalam keadaan Khusnul Khotimah (baik di akhir) dan sempatkanlah aku mengucapkan kalimat "LA ILAHA ILLALLAH"The Missed Callshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07463238696357805814noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8178183310428901211.post-6024709388623585092011-11-29T05:08:00.000-08:002011-11-29T05:09:48.649-08:00When we were invited to return<div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span lang="en" style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Sudah agak lama aku tidak menjengah ke sini dek kerana kesibukan yang sentiasa menghambatku. Today, I was shocked by the news of my officemate died because of hepatitis B - a liver disease. For too long I do not chat with him because of busy schedule. Sekarang aku terpaksa bertugas di merata tempat sehingga bila pulang aku yang lembik. Huh!</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Esok genap seminggu selepas aku pergi jumpa Mak Muda. I was severely ill since last Monday, till this day.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sakit kepala yang amat sangat sehingga aku gagal untuk menggagahkan diri untuk bangun but due to extreme busy, today, I try to get up and facing the laptop to provide slides for presentation on Monday. Time never wait for anyone.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; tab-stops: 408.0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div>The Missed Callshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07463238696357805814noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8178183310428901211.post-76416672135103771702011-09-30T18:56:00.003-07:002011-10-07T09:40:39.186-07:00# Mandi Bunga<div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace; mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;">October comes again. Means my age will rise up again. Under 30's consider as young, right? It’s not true if I never worry about my future. I am always worried actually, especially the mate who has not arrived.</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace; mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;">Mak Muda menyediakan semua perkakas.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Aku yang berkemban cuma duduk memerhati dari atas kerusi.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mak muda memberitahu, biasanya dia melihat pada berapa banyak limau purut yang timbul di permukaan air untuk melihat sama ada jauh atau dekatnya jodoh seseorang itu.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sahabat cuma timbul 3 biji.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mak muda mengacau-ngacau air di dalam baldi di tepi aku itu, sambil mulutnya terkumat kamit membacakan sesuatu.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Dia menyebut nama aku di dalam doanya itu.</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;">“Banyak yang timbul ni.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sepatutnya dah tak lama lagi”</span></i><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mak Muda bersuara.</span></span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace; mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;">“Semua ni tipu.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Semuanya dari Allah juga” </span></i></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace; mso-bidi-font-family: Mangal;">Betul.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Ini cuma usaha aku dan Mak Muda, sedangkan Allah telah menetapkan segalanya sejak azali lagi.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Selesai mandi, badan aku semerbak wangi berbau limau purut.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mak muda sedang menjampi bedak dan lipstick aku.</span></div><div class="Standard" style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; text-justify: inter-ideograph;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div>The Missed Callshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07463238696357805814noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8178183310428901211.post-14364956177879317942011-08-12T10:16:00.000-07:002011-10-07T09:45:38.963-07:00# The Weird Dreams<div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"> <br />
<div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">It happened twice. First time was last week, and the second time was last morning.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Dua kali. Dua kali aku bermimpikan tentang orang-orang di sekeliling aku, yang menjadi kesayangan aku meninggal dunia. Seorang sahabat baik meninggal dek kerna kemalangan jalan raya dan pagi semalam lebih mengerikan bila aku bermimpikan tentang mama aku meninggal dunia.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">It is weird – for me.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I called him – Mr. S to ask either he knows something about dreams. The meaning of the dreams.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><em>“</em><em>Mimpi yang membawa maksud will happens between 12 till 3 a.m”</em> Mr. S told me.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><em><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">“But why I kept dreaming about death? Is it mean that I am the one who will face the death?”</span></em></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><em><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></em></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><em><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">“Don't be silly. It just dreams okay?”</span></em></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"></span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I can't imagine if I really lost them.</span></div><div align="justify" style="margin-bottom: 0in;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"><br />
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